|
"My
cloths were not sweet and 'aired the linen in public" (Fiona Clark,
email correspondence with Bridie Lonie 4/6/00)
In
1977 Fiona Clark was hit on the side of her face by a motorbike helmet as
her car and the bike collided. The impact of the unbuckled helmet threw
her right eye across her face and shattered bones in her face and jaw. She
suffered the major impact of the accident.
Clark
returned to photography as soon as she could see again, and continued the
projects she had begun at Elam School of Art: exploring the life of her
community in Taranaki and the gay community she had photographed as a
student. She became interested in the processes of bodybuilding and its
carnivals, following Mr New Zealand contests.
She
documented the developing protests over her community at Waitara in the
Think Big days of heady exploitation of natural resources. She engaged
with the ecological battles over sewage disposal that were fought by Te
Ati Awa, and followed these processes through their spiritual bases at
Parihaka. She went to Europe and recorded the prehistoric sites of
Southern England. Her saturated Cibachromes mirrored individual lives,
idiosyncratic folk art constructions and the landscapes of Taranaki, a
region which has always held its own position in the hierarchies of New
Zealand identity. She recorded the mauves and pinks of the lesbian club in
New Plymouth as it closed down. She taught and continued to maintain a
rich working profile.
 |
I
couldn't..., 1998 Genomegram on cloth, and embroidered thread, 290 x
302mm |
Quietly
throughout the past 22 years she has also been documenting the processes
of the gradual reconstruction of her face and the attendant histories of
epilepsy, intermittent blindness and different degrees of pain. Her work
has always emphasised sensory detail, eliciting from the domestic and the
mundane singing harmonies and dissonances of colour. She insisted on the
significance of the given, the image as recorded at the point of shutter
closure, refusing to crop images or alter tonal balance. She maintained as
far as possible a singular relationship between the act of taking the
image and its record.
At
the same time, in her home and its adjacent ex dairy-factory with its
darkroom in the milk-rooms, collections of Taranaki's material culture
accumulated. Knitting patterns, dress-makers dummies, scarves, embroidery,
doilies, tea-towels with inscriptions and patterns, buttons, button-hooks,
plastic tablecloths, Images of women dressed up to receive their new
washing machines or Kelvinators. The trappings of a dated but still
expressive gender were folded and maintained in an archive somewhere
between museum and work-box. This collection was compiled by Clark and by
her then partner, Tertius. In its consistency and in the way in which it
seemed to grow naturally from the Taranaki environment this collection
demonstrated a more than nostalgic interest. An archaeology of a
particular take on gender was being constructed.
In
1997 Clark received a Creative New Zealand grant to work on the project
she has called The Other Half. The results are documented in two very full
folders of small photographic prints which record the work in its variety
of forms. She has categorised the project into seven areas. These are The
unconscious, conscious; Sight; The Brain, My Brain; Epilepsy and its
effects, The sweet tormented brain; Teeth, Jaw, Mouth and Lips; Function,
and Importance of Language. Media
include photographs of different sorts, stitched cloths stained and dyed
with fluids, bookworks, collages, woollen toys, oil and acrylic paintings,
and most importantly the integration of body fluids into the work in
tabulated methods, producing what she has called Genomegrams. She has
copyrighted the products of this process under this name, and has a patent
pending for the process. In this process, genetic material carried in
histological specimens archived from the continuing medical interventions
she experiences is integrated in a surprising number of ways into the
photographic process. As well, the works include a rich mixture of
photographic and textile practices, including computer-assisted
embroidery. They range from the very small to the mural print and
full-size patchwork quilt.
 |
Genomegram,
1998 Positive colour print, 406 x 508 mm |
Reading
the project as it is presented in the books, the first images record
sensation that is gradually defined by language. Embroidery, lace and
needlework present drawings from children's letters, with shapes which
seem filled with blood. Stitching and drawing become interchangeable,
though stitching may also appear in the shared forms of pattern and
border, precise and obedient, reproducing the imagery one finds on
tray-cloths and in embroidery pages from women's magazines of the forties
and fifties. As this defined and collective imagery begins to appear so
does language, which slowly articulates situations.
'I
cannot remember much of what happened' occurs through several images of
embroidered cloths, rags and cut clothing. "I couldn't work out how
serious it was" is recorded on an embroidered handkerchief, its large
awkward daisies obscuring the last three words. This image is then
recorded in negative and positive form through the process of
retrospective staining and processing with body fluids resulting from the
ongoing medical interventions Clark calls 'tattooing' in relation to her
body.
Clark
worked on the series at different times during the project, and the
development of technical processes and of imagery interweaves the project
as a whole. Body fluids are used in different ways within all parts of the
photographing, developing and printing processes. Positive colour
printsand fibre-based black and white prints, consistently though not
exclusively inter-relate stitching and staining, construction and
spillages and leakages. Lace, embroidery, crochet, machine embroidery,
embroidered texts on handkerchiefs, dish-towels, are embroidered or marked
with half-sentences, repeated statements or injunctions. Doilies and
brain-scans are printed together, one bleeding through the other. Images
of quilts, notes, patterns for knickers, and a pattern for an eye patch
integrate Clark's cellular tissue, histological specimens containing her
genetic material.
Internal/external
processes of recognition are explored. Book Two of the record of this
project begins with Nine genomegrams from "An Eye for an Eye"
Cloth. Odd but clearly eye-shaped forms float haphazardly around stained
and stitched fabric. The stitching becomes intensely specific, the words
name and mimic savagely the stitched flesh and the floating elements of
the face. Further images record Clark's face at stages during her
operations, as she and the diverse technical devices that pin, stitch, dis-
and re-integrate the head are recorded as lists and as they function in
the process. Within this series a 1999 group of images explores conscious
and unconscious states with swirls of magenta and orange on cloth, and odd
angular clarities of indeterminate objects written texts moving in and out
of focus. The model is visual, the images seem to require a
two-dimensional form, a flatness. Perhaps, after thirty years of work, a
photographer's sense of the unconscious has a particular form. However,
these images also record the dissonance between the first understood image
of herself and the requirement to relate to new self-image that was
offered to her by the various mirrors of glass and the gaze of others as
she proceeded with her life.
The
socio-economic aspects of a functioning self which operates differently
are documented in a book, "The Way I Walk", which explores the
effects upon the self in the workplace of strategies for handling, for
instance, 30-second onsets of epilepsy, or days during which it is
necessary to speak more slowly, to move oneself more consciously than at
other times. Here Clark records the construction of an acceptable social
self, and the effects of its occasional dissonances.
Another
series, "Pink Swirl" documents her doctor's laconic but
necessary remark that if she were to be given a particular form of scan
the metal plates in her head would reduce her brain as a fruit-milkshake
is reduced to a homogeneous fluid. Like those which record the movement of
her brain during the accident and the movement of her features during
subsequent operations, these images disintegrate the parts of mind and
consciousness, sight taste and touch. In these works the implications of
thread and weave as integrative processes add horror to the wide, vacant
stare of the eye floating without anchor, named in a separate piece in
urgent chain-stitch. A set of brain-scan images, whole-head in profile,
are overlaid with doilies and dress-maker's pins, bandage and tied cloth,
which is like the mutton-cloth used by butchers, integrates social
identity with the raw exigencies of the living body, documenting the laws
which hold them together.
These
images have a relentless quality about them, in their archival approach
and in their scrutiny of the possibilities of a record coming as close as
it is possible for an image to be to the recorded person herself. The
proximity of photographer and her genetic material through the mediums of
the feminine stitch and all it speaks of claustrophobia, love and
subversion, patchwork and "making do" is relayed to the viewer
whose encounter with these works is made intimate through repetition and
detail. We read the experiences through their impact upon the minutiae of
daily experience, the hand-made and laboured elements of the embroidered
tea-tray, the stains of illness upon them, or the woollen dolls whose
floppy heads naturalised the experience of epilepsy for her.
 |
Photographs
on Aprons and Blind, 1997, Black & White print, 305 x 406mm |
Artists
who use the processes of the archive as they construct works operate in a
doubled time, in which each record signifies an end as well as a
continuum. The miracle of genetic material is that it remains constant in
a way that the body which yields it at discrete points in time does not
appear to. There is a sort of loop of saved time, a continuity that argues
with rotting cotton and thread or bloodied body. While this may be
conceptual rather than actual , the genetic material in these fragments
contains the possibility of resurrection in a more precise sense that does
ordinary reproduction. At the same time, the death of each moment is
recorded.
The
intensity of the reconstruction of identity against the normal operations
of youth, beauty and health is worked in with the operations of rural
gender roles and the accomplishments of femininity. The work's intimacy
lies in the integrative nature of Clark's processes as she works.
Previously she has used her camera in a shared and negotiated process,
working to present an agreed understanding of the image to the public.
Here, she is both subject and recorder; but a strategic division operates
throughout the process. The Other Half refers this work back to Fiona's
work as a whole, work which has as a major characteristic a clarity and
transparency of purpose. The questioning that this body of work undertakes
places that work in a different light as well, allowing one to see them
dialogically, separating inside from out, always a problematic division
but clearly strategic here.
The
accumulated progress of this work implies that personality and identity
are not definable but are aggregations. While the title suggests a
detached observer, the work completes and integrates. There are social
histories here, specific to Taranaki, and specific to medical histories of
the late twentieth century. The processes bring imagery, relevant material
products, affect and social environment into one compass. This archive is
enormously rich. The work asks questions of its audience: how do we look
on this face? How can we read this incoherent swirling pattern of memories
and sensations? What is consciousness? What does pain mean to its
observer? What relation does consciousness bear to the immediacies of
pain, blackout and epilepsy? As a viewer, I feel fear, rage and
celebration. I gain knowledge of an area that I might now imagine I
understand; yet I would be very unwise to forget that this inferno is an
artwork, a construction created with intelligence, discretion and clear
sight. |
|